Since I only update like 4 times a year now... TT.TT

WHAT??! Joy posted a new picture?!?!!? OMG WTF BBQ?!?!?!

Yeah, you should go look at it.. I hear it's pretty.

Jesus, I haven't updated anything since like September TT.TT

I don't have any time to do anything during school so I can only really get on here during the breaks.

I'm sad because all my good stuff is too big to stuff in a scanner, and I don't have a digital camera. I've been working with new mediums and bigger spaces and I'm kind of happy with some stuff, but I don't have a camera so no one gets to see them until I borrow one from someone or something.... GAY!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!!!!!!

I gotsa new computer for christmas!!!
It's a laptop and it's shiny and pretty and I'm on it right now!!! And it can actually do shitz, unlike my old computer. So now I have all these fun programs that I can actually use without my computer spontaneously combusting!!!!! (I actually made a crap ass flash!)

:sigh:

Who needs asian boys when my computer is so shiny and pretty....


(that's a little creepy there Joy...)


ps: I also went to the GA aquarium today!!! It's the biggest in the world and JESUS CHRIST IS IT BIG. Like my PEN IS. If anyone who doesn't live in GA ever comes to GA, they should definitely go see it!! OOOH! And the Coke Museum is right next door! You get lotsa free coke!!



edit: Also- Late merry christmas/whatever holiday you celebrate and early Happy New year to all!! Btw, Dec 23 was my birthday so I'm 16 now!

I'm sorry I haven't been on recently
I shall update soon
(I pwomiz :3)

I just want to say that BOB IS SO EFFIN INFURIATING *eye twitch*
HE FLIPPIN COMES UP IN HERR AND ASKS ME THE SAME QUESTIONS OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND IM LIKE LEAVE ME ALONE AND HE'S LIKE "DON'T GET ALL HYPER" AND IM LIKE :THROWS BOOK: AND HE'S LIKE "YOUR POSSESSED BY DEMONS!!!" TO WHICH I REPLY EMONIC HISS: AND BOB THROWS HOLY WATER AT ME.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROWL!
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OMIGODIAMFILLEDWITHPUREHATREDRIGHTNOW!

The subject line looks like I'm angry at people, but I'm confused at myself @~@ XD

I'm like uber busy all the time (thanks to my own procrastinations and other stuffs) and since I know that if I turn on my computer I shall be on it for like HOURS, which is what I've been doing for the last like 3 hours... So I like never check messages and journals and art and shit so I have like 300 deviations to look at @.@ and I'm trying to look at them and comment for people and stuff.. but I'm like slow and retarded so I'm sorry!!
But my point is that people are so nice and comment like all the time even though I like never comment on their stuff!!! Like TriggerHappyWTF has always commented on shit and I've left like 2 comments on his stuff TT~TT I apologize btw!!

Now that my idiocy is out in the open...

School started Monday, along with my job (it's so awkward to say "I'm going to work" or "I've got a job" cause the only thing different I'm doing is going to the dojo earlier and I'm less of a student while I'm there.. and I shall eventually get paid ). I totally am going to get so like dead this year with stress! I'm in Algebra II, and although I was good in Algebra I I suck at math in general- but megan is in my class!!! I'm in World History, which Mr. Dodd is like mad at me for O.o and he wants me to sign up for his other class that he teaches that I can never remember the name of!!! And I want to sign up for it, but I don't have any slots open (innuendo!!) unless I were to get rid of art DD: NO. So next year! I have 3rd period lunch which means I'm going to be like anorexic this year because that's like BREAKFAST so then I don't eat breakfast and just eat like a bag of chips at lunch and then eat again at like 10 at night XD. Then I have Honors Literature which is OK but I SUCK at papers and due dates... SERIOUSLY and I'm a SLOOOW reader as stated in the last journal. Then Art!!!! DD = yay! Because it's an easy and fun class. X3 Then I have Chemistry which sucks cause I don't know ANYBODY in the class and I ended up sitting next to popular/preppy people who're like "OMFG LETS LIKE BE RETARDED ALL CLASS PERIOD!!! X3" and they're like "I don't know what to do! JOY!!! WHY DON"T YOU JOIN OUR GROUP?!?!? " is it my fault I pay attention? And then I have Japanese II HONORS which, although I LOVE Japanese, I know is going to suck because sensei is UBER STRICT and honors with her means no word banks in quizzes, longer journals, higher expectations (like being fluent and shit and being able to talk like 245636213134123 miles an hour #.#), and extra hard work in general! And people around me keep asking me how to spell stuff and the only thing sensei hears or sees is me telling them how to spell something or telling them to be quiet and she's like "JOY! YOU KNOW YOU DON'T TALK WHILE SENSEI IS TALKING!!! OMFG!!! *DEATH LOOK*" So I got in trouble three times in Japanese today ><* Which Triple makes me feel bad because I'm all paranoid sensei will be like "Joy is a bad student after all! *kicks out of school*"<she has the power. When you see sensei's death look it's like seeing chuck norris' foot. Speeding toward your face. (XD EATH!)

Oh well. I'm doomed to retardedness for the rest of my life! And I get like hurt at lunch everyday. Today I tripped over a rope and it left a rope mark (it's a fuckin indentation!) along with a huge ugly bruise!
SORRY FOR THE LOOOOOONG JOURNAL!

School is starting on Monday, and I'm hustling and bustling to get my school reading done! I've already finished Jane Eyre, which was like FIVE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE PAGES OF MY LIFE GONE, and I still have my other book to read TTTTTTTT~TTTTTTTT
In my preparation haste, I've been taking straterra (it's medicine for ADD) every other day to help me concentrate. And last night I was outside in my driveway sitting down while my brother and dad played frisbee, and then I got up to go inside and I walked like 10 feet and hugged my dad and suddenly got really dizzy and my vision went dark and the next thing I knew I was looking up at the sky, lying down on the pavement with my dad and brother looking down at me saying "Joy?! Joy are you alright?!". My dad thought I was joking until he heard my head thud against the pavement, so he didn't catch me as I fell off of him. Apparently I went limp and fell over on the pavement, hit my head, and then woke up all confused. It took me like 5 minutes to realize where I was. It was FUCKING SCARY. At first I thought I'd had a seizure for some reason, but luckily I had just passed out. So I'm going to the doctor tomorrow (which is ironic because its the same doctor that I went to see yesterday MORNING) cause he's all like "ZOMFG Gotta make sure you're okay!! (= I don't want to get sued XD)"

So yeah. I'm going to have and ENTIRE WEEK OF DOCTORS O.< >.<
Tuesday I saw the one for ADD (aka the bullshit doctor)
Wednesday I saw the physical therapist (for my knees.. it was creepy cause he likes casual touching of the area that hurts, so he was like talking to my mom while rubbing my knees O.O)
Thursday I'm going to see the same doctor as on Tuesday cause I KO'd from the medication he prescribed
Friday I'm going to see my shrink who will get to hear me bitch about having a week full of doctors XD

Oh well!



School is starting TTTTTT~TTTTTT HELP!!!